
The Colonels Diary (MF, Hist, Slow)


By Katzmarek
 


It had been some time since I recovered the old trunk from the attic of my mothers house. It was not long 
after the funeral when my brothers and I cleaned out the rest of her effects. We divided them somewhat 
evenly between us. My brother, who lived nearby, assumed the role of executor and put the house up for 
sale.



I stored most of the stuff from the attic in my garage and there it languished for about 6 months. Blame it 
on the new truck I bought last fall, but I realized I needed more room to get the thing in the garage. I 
resolved to sort through it with a view to taking it to the dump. Thats when I discovered the old trunk.



It looked very old, about the size of a large suitcase, leather bound with some barely discerned intricate 
scrollwork. Thats what caught my eye at first. I thought that if I cleaned it up a bit it might be worth 
something at the antique sale. 



It was quite heavy and there might be some more goodies inside so I rang the local locksmith to help me to 
get it open. The old brass lock was frozen solid of course. It took him all afternoon to gently pry the thing 
open, he was careful not to damage the lock.



Inside was a pile of old yellowing papers, much of which was difficult to read. They looked to be old legal 
documents. On top of them was an old dusty, wide brimmed hat of indeterminate color. One side of the 
brim was pinned up to the crown with a brass pin. There looked to be the remains of a feather attached to 
the pin. Beside the hat was an old revolver with a long barrel.
Wow, I thought, this should be worth something after its cleaned up.



I knew little about firearms but this looked to be very old. The metal had blackened but the makers mark 
was still quite clear, carved underneath the breech in relief. It read,
Patent 1856. 109763. Samuel Colt Firearm Company. Springfield Ill.
On the reverse side was,
Property of the US Government.
A Colt revolver from 1856. Real wild west stuff, I thought.



Further into the trunk I found an old sepia photograph. Three figures stiffly posed in front of their horses. 
On the left was a man dressed in a slouch hat and uniform with various belts slung across his chest. Over 
his shoulder he carried a long rifle. On the right a black man stood, wearing a wide hat and long coat. In the 
middle was a smiling man with a long black beard. On his head was a wide brim hat with the side pinned 
up. From there hung a long black plume. He wore a short officers coat, festooned with braiding, high boots 
and hanging at the hip, a saber.
This man must be my ancestor, I concluded. On the back of the photo were three names, Lt. Elijah 
Briggs, Col. Thomas MacFarlane, Samuel.



Digging deeper I came across an important looking document rolled into a scroll. The yellowed page read,



TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN.
I General Nathaniel Bedford Forrest, OF THE, Independent Command of the Armed Forces of Tennessee, 
(Forrest Rangers) IN THE LATE WAR BETWEEN THE STATES, DO ACKNOWLEDGE AND 
COMMEND, Thomas Hugh MacFarlane, Colonel, OF THE, 3rd Tennessee Cavalry Regiment. AS A 
TRUE SON AND PATRIOT OF THE STATE OF TENNESSEE AND THE CONFEDERATE STATES 
OF AMERICA. Signed in Nashville Tennessee in the year of our lord 12th of December 1865.



Underneath this was an old leather bound book, dusty and cracked with age. Dampness had bound the first 
dozen pages tightly together so I carefully opened it to the first legible page. 



On it was a careful copperplate script, beautifully floral in its execution. Successive entries appeared under 
dates suggesting it was a diary of some sort. I went inside into the lounge to begin reading. It was a funny 
feeling reading the words written by my ancestor nearly 140 years ago, it almost felt like eavesdropping, 
but I was compelled to read on, fascinated.



The top of the first page had faded. The first legible words were:



Lt. Dickinson departed soon after carrying important dispatches and the rest of the mail. It is a clear night 
with a full moon gleaming off the surface of the Mississippi. The horses hooves are still wrapped in 
corduroy and cloth muffles the bridles and tackle. Occasionally we see steamers on the river, belching 
sparks.



(Illegible}


Yankees spotted west of K---. Moved North following the trail through the swamps marked by Clr. Sgt. 
Wainwright, a native of the area. 


(Illegible)


I thought of Miss Emily and wondered if she is watching the same piece of night-sky. It seems years since I 
beheld her last and fortune willing I may be protected from harm and returned to her next fall.


(Illegible)


7th January 1863 10 miles south of Paducah on the junction of the Ohio and the Tennessee rivers.



A large federal force garrisons Paducah so we make a plan to find a crossing of the Ohio further east. Its 
fairly obvious to all that we are going into Illinois so I called the officers to a meeting. There I announce 
our destination and tell them our orders are to disrupt communications, annoy their commerce and raid the 
large federal depots known to dot the landscape in those parts. The boys were quite heartened by the news 
and are especially looking forward to some good Yankee beef. We have not had decent rations for three 
weeks.



10th January 1863. Somewhere up L creek.



Sent Lt. Johnson and Clr. Sgt. Wainwright to find a suitable crossing while we found camp up L creek. It 
is a most inhospitable place, thickly wooded, damp and freezing cold. We led our horses by their bridles as 
the nature of the foliage precluded us from mounting up. It took us much of the day to arrive at a little 
clearing where we could form a camp. I ordered lieutenants Harding and Samuels to post pickets out for a 
mile or more and stationed some men up trees so they can communicate to us any sightings of the Yankees.
I trust we will not have to inhabit this god-forsaken patch of the earth for too long.



We are having some difficulty keeping the weapons in good condition because of the damp. We bundled 
the Springfields in oilcloth to protect them and our men used their groundsheets to cover the ammunition.
I was far too cold and wet to sleep and spent a miserable night.



12th January 1863. The same.



We have had no word from our scouts. God speed them to us or else we shall have to strike north without 
them.



14th January 1863. The same.



Good news, of sorts. The scouts have returned but the news is not good. The Ohio is at the winter high 
water mark and all the crossing places are well guarded on both banks. I have resolved to move out anyway 
and give orders to do so. I have a mind to swim the horses if we can find a wide place where the current is 
not so swift
.


18th January 1863 Illinois. 



Crossed the Ohio just west of H. It took two days of labor to get the horses and men across. We 
eventually rigged a rope across on which we passed the carbines and ammunition. Unfortunately we lost 
Troopers Gordon and Price who were carried away with the current. I lament these losses, especially Price 
whom I knew all my life. He lived not far from Pine Estate towards Chattanooga. Sterling fellow, he will 
be missed greatly in the days ahead. God will welcome these men into his care.



20th January 1863 Illinois



I intend to burn the railway trestle near Harrisburg then move on to the ordinance depot nearby. I order 
scouts to reconnoiter the area and determine the enemy position and his state of readiness. The men are 
much buoyed by the prospect of action and spend all day cleaning and oiling their equipment to a peak of 
workability. 



Evening.



A sharp days work. The trestle was guarded by a detachment of infantry and we fell on these with 
complete surprise. B Company 3rd Ten had the pleasure of leading the onset and soon put the Yankees to 
flight. I had them take position 500 yards down the Harrisburg road to forestall any interference from that 
direction while I put C Company and our little group of Engineers to work on the trestle. We found some 
pitch in a nearby workmans hut and we put this to good use. We soon had an impressive conflagration.
A rattle of musketry signaled some foray from down the road but by the time we had reinforced the 
Company stationed there, the Yankees had retreated to some nearby hillocks. I ordered the Arkansas 
Roughriders to flank these people while B Company 3rd Ten occupied them from the front. We soon had 
them on the run thus enabling our approach to Harrisburg. The hour was passed, however, that we could 
launch an activity towards the depot so we decided to await the next day.



21 January 1863 Harrisburg Illinois.



I had a conference with my commanders this morning and decided that Harrisburg was now out of the 
question, given the probable hew and cry. I concluded that H would now be fully on alert and we were 
too few in numbers to launch a successful raid in that direction. Therefore I resolved to skirt the town, 
leaving the railroad, and head north where we thought there would be softer pickings. Accordingly we 
broke camp this morning and proceeded on the line of a little stream called the Y. I sent 100 troopers on 
a brief feint towards H in the hope the Yankees would still expect an attack on them.


22nd January 1863 Southern Illinois



We have arrived at a woodcutters camp some thirty miles north of H The woodsmen are most friendly 
towards us and there is much discourse. They tell us that a large contingent of infantry passed them the day 
before heading roughly south on the F road. The federal force informed them that a large rebel army 
was on the rampage and was probably heading into Kentucky to challenge the Union there. We thanked 
them for the information and hospitality and proceeded as if we were going to pursue it. After a mile or so 
we turned north again and struck for the Louisville-St Louis branch of the Central Illinois RR.



23rd January 1863 Same.



There occurred today an example of that superfluity of impetuosity that so characterizes the Southern 
cause. Johnson, sent on a scouting mission to determine whether any troops were quartered in the small 
settlement of W leaves his mount and equipment outside of town and walks right through the place, 
posing as an itinerate woodsman. He then circles back through the woods to his horse and returns to 
confirm that W is empty of soldiers. We then decide to add to the Yankees uneasiness with an elaborate 
piece of theater. I gather my entire command in two columns and, flags and pennants flying we trot right 
into the settlement as if on a grand parade. The impact of a thousand horsemen entering this small town of 
some two dozen dwellings in full regalia caused much panic among the population. Outside the staging 
post flew the ensign of our enemies that we promptly changed for our own Stars and Bars. I then entrusted 
an elderly gent with the preservation of our flag in order to advise our comrades following that this place 
had already been incorporated into our territory. In the belief that a large Southern host had descended on 
them of which we were but an advance guard, we left W, the only Confederate town in Illinois.



24th January 1863 12 miles south of Mt Vernon Ill.



Two copperheads by the name of Franks and Wilkes approached our camp on a small tributary of the 
Wabash River. They informed us that Rosecrans is moving north into Indiana with 50,000 US soldiers in 
the apparent belief General Johnsons entire army was outflanking him. Much as I would like to give 
credence to such information it seemed unlikely even General Rosecrans could be thus fooled. We left 
these men with the belief that we were part of a much larger host, however. Hopefully they will spread this 
fiction clear up to Springfield.



We are all tired of the constant marching and we desperately need some pause to attend to our horses and 
equipment. The woods are thin in this part of the State and our positions are not secure. Some light snow 
has been falling for the last few days, however shelter does not seem immediately forthcoming.



25th January 1863. The same place.



At the officers conference this morning we decide to take another town. Clr Sgt. Wainwright has 
discovered a town of about 200 dwellings about 10 miles away. It appears to have good defensive positions 
as it lies on rising ground beside the O river. I send B Company 3rd Ten with the engineers to cut the 
telegraph north and south and to reconnoiter the general area. A Company of 12 or so local Militia defends 
the town. It also contains a town hall with a federal army recruitment office. 
With whoops and hollers our troops take the town, surrounding it to ensure there are no messengers sent 
out. We have our shelter at last, but for how long? I know not.



I posted A Company 4th Ark as pickets. They were none too pleased as the believed the rest of the 
command would sort out the best billets for themselves leaving them with woodsheds and barns. I detailed 
Capt. Hanson to ensure sufficient accommodation was reserved for them. My aide, Lt. Briggs and servant 
Samuel found some reasonable rooms for me at a private house on the edge of town. The town hall we 
immediately requisitioned as our headquarters and ran up the Southern Cross flag. The Federal recruiters 
provided us with quantities of stationery and a few Sharpes Rifles. The recent inhabitant was the town 
mayor recently elevated to a full Sergeant in Union service. He exchanged his post for the small jail at the 
back of the Sheriffs office.



I then gave a speech to the assembled townsfolk, apologizing for the inconvenience and ensuring them that 
the Southern Armies now descending on this area would safeguard their lives and property. I imagine long 
after weve departed, the townspeople will be watching daily for the columns of marching southerners we 
told them would be arriving in our wake.



I retired to my rooms for some much needed rest, content that it would be a few days before there was any 
response to our activities from the Federal Army. I am quartered at the house of a young widow whose 
husband had fallen at Bull Run. I expressed my regret for her loss and wished a speedy end to this 
emergency so all loved ones could return to their kith and kin.


I wondered whether Miss Emily would receive similarly bad news one day and hoped that, in such case, 
she did not give herself over to melancholy.	
  


I reminded the men of the standing orders of our army to respect lives and property and threatened the 
severest penalties for any transgressions.



26th January 1863 Mount Frere Ill.



I spent a peaceful night at last. A soldier learns to ignore ones fears and discomforts for the blessed relief 
of a nights sleep. Outside there is much activity as the troopers attend to their tasks. Most are taking 
advantage of the pause to repair clothing and equipment and attend to the horses needs. There is much to do 
mending bridles and saddles, leatherwork and uniforms much abused over the last month. The town is well 
stocked with victuals and we purchase as much as we can with good Confederate currency. Lt. Briggs has 
obtained some good maps of the area from the surveyors records kept at the town hall. It confirms our 
belief that we are some 50 miles from the nearest Union garrison at Mt Vernon. The local forces hereabout 
seem given over to dispersing themselves around the country in small companies, guarding various 
strategic points. They would have been better served, I feel, concentrating themselves into an effective host.



A party of copperheads rode in about mid-morning with copies of the Mt Vernon Messenger a day or two 
old. These people seem to have better intelligence of our whereabouts than the Union Army. They want to 
join our enterprise so I offer them to Lt. Watsons command. A copy of the front page reads,





 ILLINOIS INVADED
GENERAL FORREST OCCUPIES HARRISBURG COUNTY
BRIDGES BURNT FEDERAL STOCKS CAPTURED BY THE REBELS
FEDERAL TROOPS RUN LIKE RABBITS



100,000 soldiers under General N B Forrest have invaded southern Illinois, burning bridges and capturing 
large stocks of Federal Ordinance. Sources from the front report that the population is in panic. Our 
outnumbered troops have been unable to stop their progress. Governor Fulton has assumed direct command 
of the States forces and has appealed to President Lincoln to send a Federal Army to Illinois relief.



ARMY OF VIRGINIA ON THE MOVE AGAIN
GENERAL LEE THREATENS WASHINGTON
GENERAL JACKSON MOVING THROUGH THE VALLEY OF THE SHENANDOAH
GENERAL JOHNSTONE SET TO INVADE NORTH THROUGH KENTUCKY
LARGE INVASION OF THE NORTH ON ALL FRONTS FEARED



Washington is in disarray, as a general invasion of the north seems imminent. Rebels armies have been 
reported to be on the move in all theaters. Rebel forces, also have been reported gathering in Canada 
preparatory to an adventure into New England.



These papers were distributed among the men and caused much mirth.



27th January 1863 Mount Frere Ill.



I can hardly bring myself to relate these events. I have the shame to admit that I have betrayed Miss 
Emilys trust. I can only hope that she will understand the strains of a long campaign deep in enemy 
territory. I hope that she appreciates that I am a man as well as a gentleman and thus flawed and given over 
to lust and other vices.



It was late last night after Briggs and Johnson and myself had shared a bottle of a not unpalatable whiskey. 
Feeling a little given over to drink I found myself in my hostesss boudoir. She was sitting in her bed 
reading by lamplight and calm as you please, pulls back the covers, inviting me to lie beside her. I should 
have retreated, surely a gentleman would have, but alas I accepted her invitation. She is a most comely 
young lady and her beauty did inflame my passion.



Not a word passed between us, was any necessary? I disposed of her night attire, having previously shed 
my own uniform, and beheld two perfect white bosoms. I lavished much praise on these with my tongue 
and hands and she became quite appreciative. She has the sweetest mouth, which I acquainted myself with 
as her rigid teats brushed my chest. My member was most urgently seeking her boiling nest and could not 
be denied. I spilled quite quickly in our first coupling but we were most anxious to repeat the exercise. We 
found that the manner of horses was a quite satisfactory method of union and the second time I was able to 
bring pleasure to the lady, as well as myself. She has a very comely set of buttocks, which wobbled in time 
to my thrusting. I found she particularly enjoyed the use of my fingers upon her mound of Venus and she 
gasped and hollered herself to a passionate conclusion.



Evening.



Some more Copperhead friends found us this evening and informed us that Union troops were arriving by 
train not more than half a days march away. I gave the order that we are to move out in one hour. I plan to 
ride east for the Wabash then north in the direction of Robinson. I then intend to circle west, somewhere to 
the north of Mount Vernon. It was not clear from our informants whether our pursuers were mounted but 
we must assume they will keep pace with us.



We have taken our leave of the townsfolk. There have been many passionate exchanges of regard between 
our troopers and the womenfolk of the town. Truly they took the soldiery of the South into their hearts and 
it gladdens me that our troopers have deported themselves so gallantly. I have taken my leave of my hostess 
with much regret for I have enjoyed her companionable hospitality.



28 January 1863. Somewhere along the Wabash river.



We have kept away from the highway as much as possible to disguise our movement from the Federals. We 
rode through the night and half the next day until we arrived at an isolated homestead. It appears to have 
been abandoned but the house and outbuildings are in reasonable repair. It lies in a substantial clearing in 
the forest, which affords our defensive purposes well. C Company 3rd Ten were detailed as pickets and 
fanned out into the forest, seeking suitable trees to lodge themselves. I sent Lt. Johnson and Clr. Sgt. 
Wainwright to reconnoiter towards the road. Wainwright returned about midday to report there was an 
Artillery Column and baggage train camped not far from our position. He reports that there was about 500 
or so men including teamsters and Artillerymen accompanying it. I then decide to assail this host and call 
the officers together to give the necessary orders. 



Evening.


Because of the denseness of the forest around their camp I ordered the men to dismount and carry out the 
assault on foot. We were able to steal quite close to them before making the charge. The Arkansas boys 
were ordered to circle north of the camp while the entire 3rd Tennessee charged across the road. The 
Yankees were caught taking their victuals and were entirely unprepared. I would have their commander 
shot for criminal neglect if I had responsibility for him. There were no sentries posted and their arms were 
stacked in the middle of the camp. Consequently there was little resistance. Our men collected as many 
Sharpes Rifles as they could carry, but alas, we had to spike 10 good Parrott guns as we had no use for 
them. We gathered a few of their draft animals to carry the spoils back to our encampment. We afforded 
their dead with a decent Christian burial and lamented the loss of two of our own. We let the prisoners go 
on their own recognizance. I was much disturbed to learn this unit had crossed from Indiana. Perhaps the 
tale of Rosecrans moving north is true.



We took from the Yankees their cabinet and dispatches, all intact. Their orders read;



From: Lt. Gen. G Thomas 
CO. 5th Brigade Army of the Tennessee
Western Theater of Operations
Armies of the United States of America.



To: Colonel OHara
CO. 1/12 Regiment of Field Artillery (Indiana)



Dear Sir,



You are ordered to dispatch 2 Batteries of Field Artillery with the weekly supply train to the Ordinance 
Depot at Mount Vernon Illinois. There you are to reinforce that position in the event of a Rebel adventure 
in that direction. I wish to draw your attention to recent intelligence dispatches, particularly  Report of 
Rebel activity north of the Ohio recently come to you. You may use your discretion in the sightings of 
your guns, paying particular attention to the south position, which is low-lying and affords opportunities for 
Cavalry attack. Proceed from Vincennes with the utmost haste. Your servant sirG Thomas.




I called a meeting of my officers and resolved to make a play for Mt Vernon. I cant say I was overly 
enthusiastic about this enterprise but I allowed myself to be persuaded by the enthusiasm of our group. I 
thus gave the orders to move out and make haste by the speediest route in that direction.



30th January 1863 East of Mt Vernon Ill.



How should I relate the goings-on of the last 36 hours? The story seems impossible to retell in any detail. 
So much has happened since I last made an entry in this diary. I fear my command has been destroyed, oh 
poor fellows everyone. I only hope that a substantial party of survivors has made it to our meeting point 
without further injury, but I have moved too far ahead in my story.



As previously discussed we advanced on Mt Vernon from the East. We were but 8 miles away when we 
came to a little brook. There was about 200 yards of open ground before us before coming to some dense 
brushwood lining the aforementioned stream. About a third of the column had emerged from cover when 
the brush before us erupted in smoke and fire. Nothing leading to this point had impressed me as to the 
Union Armys tactical proficiency, but I must admit these fellows had learnt their craft well. If one is to be 
pedantic, I think perhaps they opened fire a little too soon. They were though, well concealed in the brush.



We quickly dismounted and I ordered the horses to be taken to the rear. We took cover best we could and 
began a spirited defensive fire. We made a fighting retreat back to the safety of the woods when there 
began a vigorous popping from somewhere to the rear of us. More Yankees were evidently in the woods 
behind us. From my command position beside a big oak tree I assembled some runners to carry to such of 
the officers they could find. I ordered them to make their way with their commands to our starting point 
and to make all efforts to ensure the enemy did not follow them.



With about a dozen Tennessee boys I probed forward to discover a way through the surrounding enemy. It 
wasnt long before we spotted movement in front of us and happened upon a small party of Yankees. A 
hand to hand struggle ensued of which I believe we got the better of it. I clubbed a couple of fellows, 
including a great bearded sergeant who took a little while to subdue. Briggs came to my rescue and pistol-
whipped him to submission. The activity was too confused to relate in detail, but nevertheless Briggs and 
myself found ourselves crawling up a sunken creek bed. There was firing going on all around us but we 
managed to conceal ourselves sufficiently to make an escape.



We followed the creek until it was no longer negotiable. Then, tired and wet, we made our way through the 
woods in the rough direction from whence we had come. We were not more than a 100 yards from the road 
but, due to the density of the foliage, we were not discovered. We could occasionally hear much shouting 
and commotion and the drumming of hoofbeats from that direction. This led me to the conclusion our boys 
were putting up a stiff fight.



Some twenty minutes later all had quieted so Briggs and I made for the road in hopes of finding some 
riderless mounts on which to continue our journey. The silence now descended was quite incredible 
considering the events of the past hour. It wasnt long before we happened upon three horses peacefully 
grazing at the verge of the road. We caught their bridles and found their previous owners had stocked them 
well with provisions. I chose the bay gelding and Briggs the Palomino. In the saddle holster I found a 
shining US Colt 44, evidently the owner had not a chance to use it. I put this in my belt and slung my 
Springfield carbine over my shoulder. Briggs did the same with his Sharpes long rifle he preferred. The 
saddlebags were well stuffed with victuals and we blessed our luck for such a find. We took the other horse 
with us less we find other of our comrades and because good blooded stock are worth their weight in gold 
to a cavalryman.



It was a pitch-black night as we made our way south. We had gone not 5 miles when we heard the rumble 
of a great many hooves up ahead. We lit for the woods just in time as, what seemed like a whole brigade of 
Cavalry cantered along. In the still night they made a marvelous racket. I counted perhaps 3000 horse or 
more. Alas our small brigade had stumbled, seemingly, into an entire army. We allowed these Yankees to 
pass before we pressed on. We were fully on the alert for more Federal soldiers.



We made perhaps a dozen more detours to avoid troops as we continued on our way. It was nearing 
daybreak and we decided to find a hole to crawl into in the woods. With some difficulty we led the horses 
through the trees until we found a small clearing beside a stream. The day was clear and winter-warm and 
we were able to attend to our wet clothes. Some mending of our kit was necessary and lacking my servant, 
I had to bend to the task myself. We had a hearty meal of bacon, beef and biscuit and thus replenished our 
spirits. After our dinner Briggs goes and finds a tree overlooking the road. He waited there not more then a 
quarter of an hour when he spotted a lone rider in the uniform of a Yankee Lieutenant. Affording an 
excellent target, Briggs plucked the fellow out of his saddle with one shot. He turned out to be a Yankee 
dispatch rider and carried a velise-full of documents. One document read;



To; Officer Commanding Mount Vernon Ill.



From; General Headquarters Western Theater of Operations.



Our latest informations now conclude that General Forrest is still in Tennessee. The conclusion is that 
there is a detached brigade of his men at large in your area. This is believed to be General Mac Farlanes 
brigade of Tennessee and Arkansas Cavalry. They appear well equipped with Springfield Carbines and are 
all veterans. They could be described as the elite of their cavalry. However they number perhaps less then 
2000 so I believe some scaling down of operations is necessary. I therefore have advised II Corps to move 
north from Harrisburg in the hopes we might catch them in a pincer movement. Accordingly I desire you to 
dispatch your Division south at the earliest convenience and perhaps we might dispose of these fellows.



Signed. Rosecrans, General.



So, I have been promoted General. Apart from my rank and an overestimation of our numbers, their 
intelligence seems remarkably accurate.



There was not time to ponder on recent events because we had to attend our immediate needs to avoid 
capture. Continuing our journey south, we encountered more of the enemys cavalry. We thus decided to 
choose a more circuitous route, so we found ourselves in another twist of lifes destiny. Encountering a 
little sidetrack that appeared to lead towards the river, we decided to investigate it. The track led us 
circuitously into a swamp.  In the dark we quickly lost our way. Fate lent a hand, however, and Briggs 
noticed the smell of smoke. 



It was nearly daybreak before we found the source, a little cabin by a stream. Intending to find directions, 
Briggs decided on a bold approach. It was his undoing. He marched up to the door and loudly rapped upon 
it,
Open up, Army, He calls.
Who is it? Came a frightened female voice inside.
Lieutenant Briggs from the army, Madam, we are looking for rebels.
Well theres none here, replied the voice.
We need to have a look, please. Briggs insisted.
Just a minute, came the voice. I stood to one side, my Colt 44 in hand.



Eventually the door is unbolted and opened. There was a sudden flash and loud blast from inside and 
Briggs sailed backward, arms wide, to lie spread-eagled on the ground. I rushed at the doorway, knocked 
the shotgun aside, and slammed the heavy barrel of my Colt into the face of our assailant. 



One look at Lieutenant Briggs was enough to convince me I could do nothing for him. His face, in fact 
most of his head, had disappeared. Seething with anger I beheld the figure of our attacker lying moaning on 
the floor. It was a woman, in her mid-thirties, perhaps. Under the table were two young girls, crying and 
shivering with fear. Were it not for her brood sheltering there, Im sure I would have dispatched her to the 
other world. It seemed like ages I was standing there, pistol cocked and pointed at her head. After a while 
my ears began to hear sound again, having been deafened by the concussive blast of the shotgun. The first 
sound I heard was the bitter weeping of the children. My hand was stayed, I could not shoot their mother in 
front of them.
